Art; Camp Rock; Christina Grimmie; Converse; Daisies; Demi Lovato; Depression; Drawing; Family; Fedoras; Introvert; LIGHTS; Love; Music; Nickole; Owl City; Pop; Romantic novels and movies; Rock; Sky Sailing; Somewhat bipolar; Synthpop; Tangled; Taylor Swift; The Wolves of Mercy Falls; Twilight Series/Movies; Valou 3 cap ring; Winx;
“Cause I see you with her, slow dancing. Tearing me apart cause you don’t see. Whenever you kiss her, I’m breaking. Oh how I wish that was me.”
I Wish-One Direction
I’ve always knew one day, this would happen. But I never expect it to be like this. Sometimes we just need to accept the fact that there won’t always be opportunities open for all of us to take. And even if the door is left opened, I still wouldn’t walk towards it.
(Source: undyingquirkyness)
Sometimes I think back. Maybe you were the one that got away. Because the new ones I see are ignoring me. I wish to dance our way back gracefully.
But sometimes I think back. If I hadn’t said yes, if I had held onto my childhood a little longer, I wouldn’t know what was love, but I would still be safe in my little nest. I wouldn’t be like this, always trying to weave my nest back to place.
I hate love. How it makes you confused about what the rules are, how it makes you jealous, desperate or hopeless because of the loss of love.
But I love love. How it makes you giddy inside when you’re with someone special or you watch lovely couples together. How it makes you mood lighten up and it gives you something to look forward to.
I realized that I force myself to work overload because I want to take myself away from feeling in love.
- Niall admits in a bunch of interviews and live chats his celebrity crush is Demi.
- Niall watches the Stay Strong documentary.
- Niall tweets Demi.
- Demi tweets Niall back.
- The boys make a livechat and who blushes over being pranked by Harry about Demi? NIALL…like he blushes BIG TIME.
- Niall…
This is what I hate.
(Before)
Him: When I grow up, Imma get three or four wives!
Me: Eww…you nasty! I bet you can’t even get one.
(Now)
Me: Oh shoot…I think I like him. WUT….he could get a girl without even trying…
First AP experience. I thought it was okay. But I totally failed on my essays. The multiple choice questions were so weird…they weren’t what I expect the questions to be on. O_O
Then I went to stats to take a 2 hour practice exam.
I’m near blanking out dude….
Tomorrow is my SAT practice test. Another 4 hours of sitting down…
But the funny thing is that I felt so driven by stress that I feel like I have so much energy. Now that I’m not home, my motivation is gone and I’m just crashing down, desperately listening to music for an escape.
